With having no right to do so, a woman asked me not to write this blog. Her reasoning seemed too egoistic and had no proper meaning about it. I am sorry to say so, but, she also misread my Japanese. Her behavior was so haughty and rude that I have been unpleasant and I was badly hurt. Since then I could not renew this diary. Still I sometimes remember that unpleasant incident, and feel very uncomfortable. I was like being rubbed my heart on the rough ground.
That violent rude woman is still in charge of the project which I don't want to tell clearly what it is here in this diary. From my point of view, she is not suitable for being a leader, but she wants to be. Sometimes those things happen.
All she does and thinks seems too superficial to grab the core of the meaning. She seems not to be able to access true understanding on what our real goal is. As she did claim that I should quit writing this blog, the woman also had asked one of our project members to modfy his speech manuscript on his war-experience, which I think is a kind of censorship. I also pointed her that she should not have read the book which is very doubtful about the description based on reality. Her replay was that her daughter wanted her to read to the class. Good excuse! She should be ashamed of herself.
I do not think I should write these things here. In stead of that, I had better keep them in my mind, but I could not. So I started again on this point. I had a serious invasion of freedom of expression and experienced the bullying by several women.